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Saturday, May 25, 2013
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Online Dedication for the Unborn
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If you've lost a child - through your own abortion or someone you know - we're sorry for your loss. We invite you to dedicate your beloved unborn to our Heavenly Father. We believe that forgiveness is God's gift and that because He so loved the little children, that He allows them all to return Home.
A person does not have to be the parent of an unborn child to honor that child's life...by naming or by dedication. Abortion deeply affects more than just the mother.
Consider...
- A grandparent who talked, supported or drove their daughter to the abortion or may not even had known of their son/daughter's pregnancy.
- The dad whose wife/girlfriend chose abortion against his better judgement, consent or even without his knowledge.
- Children that were told their lives would be easier because a younger sibling was aborted.
- The friend who drove a woman to the clinic pregnant, and back home "un" pregnant.
- A family member, friend, counselor or clergy, who tried to talk a mother/father out of an abortion, and failed.
- The nurse, clinic worker or abortion doctor who later regrets their participation in taking the lives of the unborn
Thus some children listed may have been dedicated by their mothers, fathers, grandparents, siblings, cousins, aunt/uncles, friends, clergy etc. Individuals, much like those above, can and have received help, healing and hope through an abortion recovery program.
We believe that names for the unborn are given by God, as He personally carries His children home to Heaven. Many of the children honored here, had family members pray about what God had already named their babies prior to having them dedicated (the stories of how He shared those names are amazing)! Others chose to name the children themselves. Some picked nicknames or words of endearment!
It doesn't really matter "how" the names were conceived, or who did it.
What matters is that these unborn babies have had their lives confirmed and dedicated to our Heavenly Father.
God blesses those who welcome his children,
as the Kingdom ultimately belongs to them!
Matthew 9:14 & Mark 9:37
If you'd like to leave a dedication in honor of your unborn child, or a child lost in your family due to abortion, please feel free to do so. Simply scroll down past the dedications to the message box below. For some this might not be an easy step, for some it might be the first.
If you need to speak with an Abortion Recovery Specialist, please feel free to call us at: 1-866-4-MyRecovery (866-469-7329); email us at: info@abortionrecovery.org or use the zip code seach on this website to find one of our Affiliates in your area.
NOTE: City and website fields are optional. Email is requested only to protect the integrity of those entering information. Your private information will not be disclosed.
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| Name: Renae | Date: 3/20/2013 | REGRETS
WHO WOULD YOU BE IF YOU WERE HERE?
I SIT AND WONDER WITH A TEAR.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME I SIT AND PRAY.
SO MANY REGRETS FROM THAT DAY.
IF I HAD ONE WISH I WOULD BE, JUST ONE CHANCE
KNOW ME.
TO MY SWEET BABY:
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. I CANNOT FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ENDING YOUR LIFE.
I REGRET IT MORE THAN ANYTHING, I WISH I COULD GO BACK, YOU DESERVED TO LIVE AND I HAD NO RIGHT TO TAKE THAT FROM YOU.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME, I HOPE WE WILL MEET SOMEDAY, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF.
I KNOW YOU ARE WITH JESUS, AND HE IS TAKING CARE OF YOU AND ALL THE OTHER ANGELS IN HIS KINGDOM.
HE LOVES YOU, AND YOUR VERY LUCKY TO BE WITH HIM, BUT IT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACT THAT I PLACED YOU THERE BEFORE YOU'RE TIME.
FOR THAT I AM TRULY SORRY, I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY LITTLE ANGEL.
TIL WE MEET AGAIN, GOODBYE.
LOVE,
MOMMY |
| State: california. | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Sarah | Date: 3/13/2013 | Dear Sweet Heart,
I gave you to the Lord so you'll have the best life imaginable. I love you, so much it's almost impossible to imagine. I had you for 2 months, and you've become my whole world. I want you to know momma loves you, so much, and I dream of holding you in my arms. You're forever in my thoughts, and forever in my prayers. You would've been around 1 year old right now, but I know you're having a great life up their with our Lord. Please baby, forgive me. Know I love you, with everything in me, and I am so sorry. I want you to know that. I want you to understand that. You're my world baby, forever and always. I think about you everyday, and your Father does too. We love you baby. Forever and always.
Love Momma. |
| State: South Carolina | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Rachel | Date: 3/10/2013 | My unborn baby,
In a few days, God will be taking care of you in heaven. I'm so sorry I can't be strong enough to raise you. Your father is too childish to take responsibility and has forced me in this situation. I am unable to provide everything you need to live a happy, healthy life. If you were a girl, I would have named you Jade, and a boy, Matthew. I'll pray the rest of my life for you, I love you, forever. |
| State: Nottinghamshire | | Country: United Kingdom |
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| Name: J | Date: 3/6/2013 | Sweet Baby,
What can I say except for I'm so sorry. My decision was one made out of fear and desperation. I didn't even know of your existence until exactly 1 week ago today. I panicked and made what I now fear to be the worst choice I've made in my life. Two days ago I found out that I was farther along than what I was initially told. You were conceived in November of 2012 and would have come into this world in August of 2013. I tried doing everything right and tried to be responsible. i was on birth control and still got pregnant. You have a brother who will be 14 this coming August, you guys might have even shared the same birthday. He would have been a great big brother but now I have to live with the fact that I also took that chance away from him. I didn't want you to suffer and I wanted you to have the best of everything. I had no idea how I would raise a teenager and a baby all on my own. I'm so sorry and I don't know how I'll ever be able to get through this. I just hope that you can one day forgive me. I will always love you and carry you in my heart.
Love,
Mom |
| State: IL | | Country: United States |
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| Name: N | Date: 3/5/2013 | R.I.P. Angel
I do love you! |
| State: Florida | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Kat | Date: 3/5/2013 | My darling baby,
I'm sorry I didn't fight for you. Everyone thought your father and I were too young. I heard your heartbeat and it broke my heart. I should have fought for your life, but instead I thought of someone else. I know I'm young, but I know you would have been perfect. My perfect little baby. I'm truly sorry from the bottom of my heart that I didn't fight for your life. It kills me everyday. Your daddy just wasn't ready :( I will see you again, and will always remember you.
I love you with all my heart. |
| State: TX | | Country: United States |
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| Name: broken hearted | Date: 3/4/2013 | | I'm sorry baby for getting talked into getting an abortion, I did it to make my boyfriend have a better life and achieve his goals. But all it has done to me is spin me into a downward spiral and now I can't get out. I can't sleep or eat or even move from my bedroom. All I've wanted is a baby and I had to say goodbye to mine. There won't be a day where I don't think about you. I love you and I wish you was in my arms. |
| State: London | | Country: United Kingdom |
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| Name: K. | Date: 3/1/2013 | I should have fought harder for you. I should have stood my ground. I'm sorry I regret it everyday you will always be with me, in another life we'll meet again I will love you till the end of time .12.19.2012
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| State: New York | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Nicole | Date: 2/25/2013 | | All I can come up with are the excuses which although true, are still no good reason for what I did to you. I was recently abandoned by my husband. I have a young child...she would have been your sister. She has always begged for a sibling, but unfortunately she was born with a serious medical condition. She needs more attention than the average child. I am also dealing with an immune system disorder which put you at very high risk. And on top of that I had just started medication for depression and ocd. It does look like I will never get the chance for a second child, as much as I truly wish I could. I wanted you. I still do. You would be an infant right now, just a few months old. I can imagine how you would look, and I sensed that you were a boy. You also appeared in my dream as a boy with blonde hair, like my daughter. They asked me if I wanted to see your image live on the ultrasound... But I was too cowardly to look. I might have changed my mind. I should have at least looked at you. But instead I swallowed a pill. And that was the end... I can never have you now. I never gave you a chance. I am and always will be sorry for that. You were too good for this world, and I pray to someday see you in Heaven. I love you. |
| State: Florida | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Alicia | Date: 2/7/2013 | Name: Marisa Catherine
You would be 22 years old now. I was only 14 years old. I sit here tonight with my eyes swollen from tears. My heart, soul and spirit have mourned you ever since that horrible day. I have never been able to forgive myself. My Mother made my decision for me. But I never voiced how I felt. I wanted you but felt as if I had no choice. But I did because you were MY child. And I loved you and always will. I have carried you inside my heart. I pray for forgiveness but have a hard time with accepting it. I truly loved your father deeply. I believe he loved you but was scared just like me. We stayed together till I was 19. He has 2 daughters now. I suffered 6 miscarriages before having my first Son. Then I had another miscarriage two years later. After that me and my first husband divorced. I am remarried and my husband and I have a girl and boy. So, you have 5 siblings on earth. And 7 in heaven with you I pray and believe. I am truly sorry. It was the biggest mistake of my life. I wish I would have stood up for your life. I wish you would have lived. I wish I could have nurtured you. Cared for you. I wish I would have choose life. You deserved to live. I love you baby girl.
Forever in my heart and soul your memory will remain,
Mommy |
| State: LOUISIANA (LA) | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Mimi | Date: 2/2/2013 | | I am so sorry I didn't have the courage to let you live. It's been almost two years since that day I lay on that table and let that doctor kill you. I am so sorry baby. I wish I could turn back time and do things over. If only I could you would be with me right now. A few months after I decided to take your life, I met God. I know He's forgiven me for what I did, but I can't forgive myself. I know you are in heaven and God is taking care of you, but I can't help but imagine that you would hate me. What am I going to say to you when I see you in heaven? Would you love and accept me? I've always thought you was a girl and I named you Destiny. I love you with all my heart and I wish you were here with me. I was selfish and went against everything I believe. Please forgive me even though I don't deserve it. |
| State: NY | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Lola | Date: 1/28/2013 | My darling angel. I would be almost 5 months pregnant with you right now. Your 2 sisters will never know they would have had you in their lives. Mommy is too sick to have any more babies. Mommy got so sick that it was harmful to you and for me as well and I was so lost I did not know what to do. I had to listen to the Dr. and let you pass from the physical world because I was afraid that if I kept the pregnancy, and my beautiful baby, that you would have been harmed and not make it into this world anyways and then your sisters might not have a mommy either. I think about you everyday. I wish this didn't ever have to happen. I just miss you so much everyday and I will never forget. I only can pray that your precious soul went to God's Kingdom or through some miracle, to another couple who tried and finally got pregnant. I don't know what happens I just know that this was the worst thing and I don't know if I can ever forgive myself. I love you so much my tiny baby. If I wasn't so sick you would be with me right now but you are in spirit everyday I love you so much.
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| State: Wa | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Chris | Date: 1/24/2013 | | Your Father nicknamed you "Bear" and we both felt you were a girl. He wanted a girl. I was not meant to be anyone's mom but he wanted you so badly. We almost split up shortly after-ward. I know he blamed me for losing you even though he drove me there and paid for the abortion, it was my choice to make. Even recently he cried and said, " I miss Bear". He would look lovingly at my stomach and say," You have a bear belly!" He would have been a good Dad to you had you been conceived with someone else. |
| State: NC | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Kristi | Date: 1/17/2013 | Hello my Love,
As I sit here and I read all of these dedications to lost souls I started to think of you and your short life. You would have joined us November 2002. It is now January 2013. You would be 10 years old. Your older brother is 12 and I know the joy he brings and the milestones that he has crossed. Your younger brother is almost 6 and he would be a pest to you everyday as he is to your older brother. But like your older brother I know that you would be patient and kind with him and love him. I am sad everyday that I think of you. Your father and I both believe you to be a girl. I named you Chloe Ann Marie. Your father also has a beautiful daughter. She got married this year and she is so in love with her husband it is truly a blessing to watch. You could have been a junior bridesmaid if you were here. I see you in my minds eye. Long curly red locks, freckles, and a smile that can not be dimmed. I long for you and I love you so much. You must know that this is the biggest mistake of my life and I regret it every day. I know that you would have brought such light into this world. Your brothers are a light for me and your sister is a light for your father. I know that now he regrets this decision also. At the time he felt that it was our only option and I know that he wishes that he could take back all of those conversations and that horrible day at the clinic. Let your light shine from heaven and touch those that might choose this awful mistake, I know that you are not an angel, but you can act as a spiritual ambassador and help those that are conflicted. I love you very much.
Mom |
| State: Michigan | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Jenna | Date: 1/6/2013 | My Dear Sweet Baby,
I beg for your forgiveness. I could sit here all day & give you excuses for why I did what I did. It was selfishness on my part. I wasn't married. Your Dad was of a different race. He was married to someone else. I was on drugs. I was so out of God's will. I wasn't thinking straight. It was an easy out, or so I thought. Baby, I am so sorry! Jesus, I am so sorry! Please forgive me. I should have been stronger. It is the biggest regret of my life. It's been almost 17 years and the pain is just as real as if it happened yesterday. Mom's are supposed to protect their children. But, I couldn't protect you from me. I made sure it would never, ever happen again. I begged for the hystorectomy...made up a bunch of stuff and convinced the doctors to do it. But, that didn't help the pain of what I did. I am so sorry Baby. I pray you are in heaven with Jesus. I have asked, begged Him to forgive me with the hope of holding you someday. Your Dad is in heaven now too. Hope he met you & y'all are now together. You would have been 17 in May and I think of you every single day. If I could change the past, take it all back, I would in a second. If I could give my life for yours, I would. Part of me died that day. I will never be the same...the pain, heartache, depression, physical pain, all joy & happiness, gone. I am just an ugly,bitter old woman now, but I feel as if I deserve it all for what I did to you. I will never forget you & I carry you with me in my heart. I Love you my Baby. |
| State: south carolina | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Jessie | Date: 1/5/2013 | Baby boy,
I'm so sorry. In 2 months you would be entering the world for the first time. It wasn't your fault, you were a tiny miracle that made me realise how badly I want to start a family, it just wasn't the time for you. If I had thought for 1 second that I would be able to give you the life you deserve I would never have gone near that abortion clinic. You'll be so much better up in heaven than here with me but please know that I love you so much. I cry for you everyday and wish I could hold you close to me but now it's too late and I have to accept what's done. You'll always have a place in my heart and you will never be forgotten, my tiny baby.
Dear god please take care of my baby in heaven, be kind to him despite my sins, he deserved a lifetime of happiness but I couldn't give him that. Amen.
I love you baby boy, one day we might see each other. |
| State: Scotland | | Country: United Kingdom |
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| Name: GBaby | Date: 1/5/2013 | Dear Zy or Tee,
Mommy and Daddy are so sorry but it was for the best. Today, you would of been in my tummy 9 weeks far along. You were going to be our first, when I told Daddy I was pregnant with you, He was extremely happy. But Just know that we will meet again my sweet angels. Mommy and Daddy loves you.
xoxo
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| State: NV | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Alia | Date: 1/3/2013 | My little angel
Words cannot describe the heartache that I feel everyday over you, I'm so sorry I wasn't strong enough or brave enough. I will always love you my angel and will carry you in my heart forever.
love now and always
Mommy
It is hard to find the words to say,
I miss you everyday,
You were only apart of me for a while,
And now I can only dream of your smile,
Life was the gift you didn't receive,
Mommy made this decision for the best I believe,
I will never forget the pain of letting you go,
I love you always and forever, more than you will ever know,
I talk to you every night,
I love you, I miss you, goodnight,
I know you're living up above,
My sweetheart, I give you all my love,
One day we will meet again in the sky,
And never again say good bye,
Mommy loves you with all her heart,
One day we'll be together and never again apart
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| State: SA | | Country: South Africa |
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| Name: mom | Date: 12/30/2012 | | I miss you so much. I do not know how heaven will be, i only hope that i may see you and know you. My shameful excuses arent worth repeating, only know that I love you. |
| State: nc | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Keesha | Date: 12/11/2012 | My sweet angels:
You already know who I am that I am sure of. I just want to tell you how very sorry I am that I let you down. I am so sorry and can never ever explain to you both how much I regret what I did. I want you both to know that Mommy has learned from her mistakes. I know that God has forgiven me but I hope that you can as well. You both have a much better life because you are in heaven with each other and Jesus. I may have never got to hold you but Mommy loves you both very very much and I will get to meet you someday, that my angels is a promise. Until that day please watch over me so I can live a life that you will be proud you call me Mom. I love you my sweet angels!!!! |
| State: AL | | Country: United States |
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| Name: young son | Date: 11/30/2012 | my dear son... that's who i believe you are.... please forgive the unforgiveable- i was so selfish, arrogant and hard-hearted- i enlisted others to help me get rid of you- you- a gift from God i see now. Please forgive me. i have forgiven those involved.... i knew what i was doing and did it anyway.
if i confess my sin- yes, i have agreed with what God says, that it was sin against you and our heavenly father who created you- THEN - HE is faithful and just and WILL forgive my sin, and cleanse me from all unrighteousness. How i give thanks to God for that forgiveness!
i know you are dancing with Jesus in the safety and beauty of the Father's home. i can hardly wait to see you for the first time- it's God's promise that we will recognize each other, and know each other! how i hope that your brothers born after you will also want to meet you. how different our lives would have been. i pray that your earthly dad, and that their earthly dad, would also choose to be with us, with Jesus, forever and ever- in peace and joy!
i am glad at last to be able to remember your brief life- to God be all glory for healing and forgiveness.
Love, your Mom |
| State: New Jersey | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Andrea | Date: 11/30/2012 | Dear baby boy,
The loss of you has been pounding at my heart for years. I knew I was pregnant the moment you were conceived. I took 4 different pregnancy tests but I was in denial then, just as I was in denial after I took your precious life. God sent so many angels and signs to protect you from me and I chose to ignore them all because I was 19 and your grandmother was scared of how my life would be if I added you into it. I knew it took so much in her to feel that way because we had always been so firmly opposed to abortion because of our Catholic faith. We told ourselves that you were so small and that somehow you meant less. Please forgive me and your grandmother for what I've done, your father didn't even know about you until it was over. I hurt him very deeply by not giving him a choice.
I wish more than anything, that I could change things. That I would have went with that nun who approached me outside of that horrible place. I would have never looked back. Instead, I only flash back to my last moment of clarity before the anesthetics put me under and I cried and explained how wrong it was for me to have an abortion. They offered to stop but I insisted I was fine. I wasn't. I haven't been the same since that day.
I want you to know that I love you. I think of you every single day. Hard to believe you would be 8 years old. It hurts to think of everything I denied you by not making the right choice and I fear I'll never have the opportunity to have another chance to be a mother as I should have been to you. I pray that you and God can forgive me and that I can let go of my grief, guilt, and anger I've been struggling with for so long. I love you, my heart. I look forward to the moment I can be with you and tell you all these things.
Love,
Your Mama
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| State: SC | | Country: United States |
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| Name: m | Date: 11/12/2012 | Name: Josiah
i thought you were a boy from the moment i found out. I love you and i'm sorry. if i could take it back i would, you would be 9 this year. i'm so sorry. and although your mommy hasn't been blessed to find another man to conceive w/ you have 3 beautiful sibling here in this world by ways of your daddy. i'm sorry. i love you. God loves you. i'm so sorry. JoJo, till we meet again. my life would have been so blessed if you were in it. if i only new what my future held you would have been here. if only i could go back in time. i love you so much my precious baby boy Josiah you will always be my first.
see you soon
love you always and forever
mommy |
| State: ON | | Country: Canada |
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| Name: Holly | Date: 11/4/2012 | Dear Baby Boy,
I think about you often and how old you would be now. You would've been born about this time four years ago. Please forgive me. I thought you were too small yet for it to make a difference, but I know now that was a lie. I think about you in heaven and pray that I will see you one day. I have asked Jesus many times to take care of you and to forgive me for being a murderer. I'm sorry that I selfishly and fearfully chose to end your very young life. I was very distraught and lost in this world.
You have an older sister. I was raising her and couldn't imagine how I could aford to raise a baby by myself. I was also very afraid of what my family and church would say. I had no idea how I could manage a new job, a house, and daughter and a baby and the shame and loneliness. I was also so sick during those six weeks that I couldn't imagine it ever getting better. I'm sorry I was so ungodly selfish and short sighted, but I want to be honest with you.
I'm so grateful that I can write this to you now. I thank God that He loves us both. A year after my fatal mistake, I gave my life back to the Lord and He has taken good care of me. I'm sorry you aren't here too. Please forgive my selfishness.
I love you... |
| State: Kentucky | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Jennifer | Date: 10/30/2012 | Dear Catherine,
How do I begin? What can I offer you? You should be here on earth and you're not. You were conceived in June of 1990 died on August 1st, 1990. You would've been born in March of 1991.
While you were inside me, every cell of my body gave testament to your existence -- I was aware of your presence 24 hours a day. Everything about you screamed, "Life!" In return, I plugged my ears and refused to acknowledge what I knew to be true. I believed the great lie...that you weren't "real" yet and that I could just move on with my life without you. Such a LIE!!
Praise God for the blood of Jesus that washes away sin. Where would I be without his mercy and forgiveness? The regret, however, is something I will take to the grave and I long for the day I will see you in heaven, sweet girl. I pray to have dreams about you, but I haven't had one yet.
Please know your father is a wonderful man who, no doubt, loves and misses you as much as I do. Our shame was our undoing as a couple. He now has a daughter and son, as do I. So, you have 4 siblings. I wonder if you look like some combination of your sisters? Blue eyes or brown? Blonde, like me, or dark brown, like your Dad? You would be a young woman now, 21 years old. I wish you were here. I'm sorry I threw you away like you were nothing. I miss you every moment of every day and love you as much as I love your brother and sister. You are REAL.
Til we meet again.
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| State: NH | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Jessica | Date: 10/11/2012 | My angel
I'm so sorry. I wish I could tell you that. I wish I could hold you and let you know that your just as important as your brother and sisters. I was so scared.they made it so easy. I'm so ashamed. I'm so sorry. You would be around 8 years old. I'm sure I would have loved you. I wish I wasn't so scared and selfish. I wonder about you. I feel ashamed that I don't think about you every day. I hope to hold you one day in heaven. I hope you have forgiven me. I'm so sorry |
| State: Louisiana | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Jennifer | Date: 9/30/2012 | Dear Aurora,
I imagine you like the dawn: ever beautiful, ever present, ever strong and graceful. I wanted you to be all the things I am not. I am sorry I am not courageous.
You would be seven months old now, it is such a shame that I used bad timing as the reason to abort you. I will miss you and the life you, your father and I would have led if you were still with us.
I do miss your presence inside of me, I feel like I broke a code and now I am trying to repair it, except that the sequence is gone and can never be replaced.
I do hope you forgive me for my actions, I hope I can forgive myself. I sometimes get so angry because it hurts so much and sometimes I feel so alone, because I am the only one who knows how lovely you are and nobody else will ever know. I also feel alone because I kept you such a secret and now I have to act the way I did before I knew you, and I don't know how to do that.
I spent my life pretending, but this is the one thing I don't want to pretend about but I feel there is no other choice.
I am going to have to let you go, you are in a better place and with people who will take care of you better than I can.
I do love you, goodbye my Aurora,
Mom
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| State: Alberta | | Country: Canada |
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| Name: Mom to 2 on earth and 1 in heaven | Date: 9/29/2012 | Dear sweet baby,
It has been 15 years since the worst day of my life. I still cry for you and I miss you. I wonder if your dad feels the same way. I have 2 daughters now and your dad also has a little girl. I wonder if you were a girl or a boy and I hope to meet you some day in heaven. I was only 17 years old when I lost my virginity and became pregnant with you. I had my senior year ahead of me, but I had never believed I would have an abortion. You dad said he couldn't live with himself if I had you and I knew then that I couldn't live with myself if I didn't.. He made me feel so guilty. It was horrible. I wonder if he thinks about you as often as I do? I know God has forgiven me and I have prayed many times to forgive myself. I hope you can forgive me too. I wonder how I will tell my daughters about you and what they will think. Please know that I love you and think about you constantly. I'm sorry.
Love, mommy |
| State: Fl | | Country: United States |
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| Name: Pao | Date: 9/27/2012 | Dear (our) little Hawk,
That was the first name that came to mind so I can refer to you. Your daddy's name is Marlon and when I looked it up under the dictionary of names, your daddy's name means Hawk, so I always call him that, and well you would be "little hawk", you were my first creation, and know that you were created with so much love, that words can't describe the love your father and I have for each other and you were the product of that. I was 23, your daddy and I had only been dating for 8 months when we found out and my family does not even know who he is yet :/. I may add, even though we have not been together for so long, in actuality it feels like it has been years because we love each other so much. But my little hawk, my family does not know your daddy, I was fairly young, and I was just starting my first year ever teaching. As I write all of this it all seems like superficial reasons, you may ask "well if you love each other, and I was a product of that, why didn't you want me". I did my little hawk, I did, believe me I did. But I wasn't ready, and I'm so sorry for that. Please forgive me, and forgive me God. I still want you and I will always want you, and I'm waiting for you, I will always wait for you. Having you inside of me was the greatest feeling even though you made me nauseous :), that triangle connection that you created with your daddy and I was unlike anything else I ever felt in my life. It's been about a month and a half since what I did. I think about my little hawk constantly. I loved you and still love you. I will never forget you, neither will daddy. I hold you in my heart, please hold me too. Te amo bebesito mio. |
| State: New York | | Country: United States |
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| Name: M | Date: 9/27/2012 | Dearest child,
It was nearly 20 years ago that I allowed a college boyfriend and mom coerce me into letting you go. I loved you from the moment I found out about your conception, and I hurt deeply when I signed your death warrant in the clinic office.
I am haunted by my selfish decision every day, and I long to be with you in heaven. I'm so sorry.
You have a sister and a brother, and they would love to have known you. I'll never forget you.
Your mommy. |
| State: CA | | Country: United States |
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